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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 14:33:01 GMT

nearly died on last thursday

car accident on the way to work

first hit on to the side road

then the car made a few "pigeon turn", got "fly" away for 3 lines

all happened so fast, so quickly

thanks god there was no car coming from behind

couldn't speak for 10 min after the accident

suddenly realised that i would have left nth to my parents if i died

(better buy insurance... haha)

felt so safe and secure when you holding me tight with your strong and warm arms

yes, as u said, we will treasure everyday we have together

and i still haven't have the chance (or the guts ) to tell u that i do want to hug you and give u a morning kiss every coming mornings in my life

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 13:51:15 GMT

MRCS part 2 : PASSED

can go to Tokyo happily on friday la!!!

shopping + eat + play

woo hoo~

Monday, September 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 10:47:57 GMT

gd working (learning) envt

gd family support

gd income

life seems so stable and perfect

but still a sense of "incompleteness"

wanna do sth/learning sth to fill in the blank

but don't know where to start as i don't know what is missing

i keep coming back to the same starting point of "middle of nowhere" after these 20+ yrs

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 12:58:59 GMT

just to make siu chau feel worse.. let me complete the song posted yesterday...

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

Monday, August 27, 2007

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 12:25:02 GMT

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

L-O-V-E

a great album, Jazz by a Singaporean girl....

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 11:41:39 GMT

NDH ortho: great!!

gd senior... nice nurses... cute patients...

lots of oppontunities: they teached me to perform many operations!! including some minor OT, even DHS and below knee amputation .. (felt so + + when holding the saw and the moment when i took out the leg....)

3 OPD/week

~ 3 days in OT

the only bad thing is... i need to wake up at 5+ am everyday

update for past 8 months

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 15:21:14 GMT

life as an intern:

- busy, tired but fruitful (medical experience, spiritual growth...)

- pretty sure that i really like my job as doctor

- achieved the highest score of EQ since birth

- discovered that i really can get along with nurses very well

- realised there is still alot of things to improve

(我會做好呢份工!!!)

life as Ar Bee of my Bee Bee:

- one single word: lovely

- although there were times of arguement, we are always heading towards a better and better relationship

(no need to elaborate la...)

life as a daugther:

- my mum recently diagnosed to have thyroid cancer, admitted to my ward. ( yes, the place i work....)

- i accompanied her to the operation thearter, kept telling her not to worry. I hold her hand while she was being put under general anaesthesia. After the endotracheal tube was inserted, I tried my best to hold my tears and whispered to the nurses 'acutally i was the person who worried the most'....

- i quickly rushed back to my dorm. Sitting on my bed and suddenly realised that i had not spent much time with her... since i was 10+, my parents were busy with their business: they were still sleeping when i went to school, after school, i usually had my dinner alone outside, by the time i went to bed, they were at work. Then I went to Singapore, first taste of living alone. After i came back to HK for university, i usually stayed in hostel. Then i got more busy when i started working.......

- After the operation, i went to the recovery room. I saw her in pain. I touched her forehead and face. I couldn't remember how long i had not touch her like this.... I was so hurt when i saw her in pain..

- for the whole week, i could not concentrate on my work... i just kept looking at her... how was her SaO2? how was her BP? how much was the drain output... etc etc.....

- thanks god.. her cancer is only stage 1 ( very early stage of disease)...and she is doing very well now

- i grew up

愛得太遲

歌手：古巨基 | 作曲：楊鎮邦＠宇宙大爆炸
填詞：林夕 | 編曲：雷頌德

我過去　那死黨　早晚共對　各也紮職以後沒法暢聚
而終於　相約到　但無言共對　疏淡如水
日夜做　見爸爸　剛好想呻　卻霎眼看出他多了皺紋
而他的蒼老感　是從來未覺　太內疚擔心

最心痛是　愛得太遲　有些心意　不可等某個日子
盲目地發奮　忙忙忙其實自私
夢中也習慣　有壓力要我得志

最可怕是　愛需要及時　只差一秒　心聲都已變歷史
忙極亦放肆　見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好　偏要推說等下一次

我也覺　我體質　彷似下降　看了症得到是別要太忙
而影碟　都掃光　但從來未看　因有事趕
日夜做　儲的錢　都應該夠　到聖誕正好講跟我白頭
誰知她開了口　未能挨下去　已恨我很久

錯失太易　愛得太遲　我怎想到　她忍不到那日子
盲目地發奮　忙忙忙從來未知
幸福會掠過　再也沒法說鍾意

愛一個字　也需要及時　只差一秒　心聲都已變歷史
為何未放肆　見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好　不要相信一切有下次

相擁我所愛又花幾多秒
這幾秒　能夠做到又有多少
未算少　足夠遺憾忘掉

多少抱憾　多少過路人　太懂估計　卻不懂愛錫自身
人人在發奮　想起他朝都興奮
但今晚未過　你要過也很吸引

縱不信運　你不過是人　理想很遠　愛於咫尺卻在等
來日別操心　趁你有能力開心
世界有太多東西發生　不要等到天上俯瞰

Monday, June 05, 2006

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 15:34:51 GMT

joey... i juz came back from taiwan today jar.... kept on eating till my stomach nearly got burst... hohoho....

call call me when u are free la!! go sing k!

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Sat, 20 May 2006 03:29:42 GMT

百感交集

after 5 yrs .... at this moment

so happy for some of my best frens...

yet another half of me so worried for some of my best frens

we played together... studyed together... said "fuck" together....

we celebrated together... got drunk together... shocked and cried together...

but, from now on... i gotta walk alone... face all the frustration... sadness... worries ... happiness... and excitement alone....

realistic and logical thinking tells me that is difficult to keep friendship with such a heavy workload in HA...

and in my past 25 yrs of life... i haven't had any friendship that can keep for more than few yrs... cos i always flew here and there after a max period of 5 yrs...

met some great friends in med sch

but now gotta walk alone again ...

staying in hall and packing makes me feel so sucks...

going to see the final results soon... hope the worst has been over....

really pray for u guys....

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 14:58:03 GMT

grad pics uploaded!!

pls go to http://community.webshots.com/user/deonchong

to download any pics u want...

enjoy~